Well, its kinda paradoxical how this month turned out.

I’ll remember it for as long as I live.

I started to use IM for Msn and yahoo. I started this new club that, for the first time, was attracting members from left and right. I discovered my furryness.

But of course, there was that one event that has changed my life forever: Mrs. Patrick’s death.

I don’t think I can ever remove the memories of this single week from my mind.

I am convinced not to go to the funeral tomorrow in Montezuma. I can’t bear to see my favorite teacher in a casket. My last image of Mrs. Patrick will be from last Friday, when I stayed late to give in a paper to her. I’ll give her parents a letter of condolences that I hope will make up.

Anyway, now that the initial trauma has seemingly passed, its time to move on to bigger, better things.

I’ve set up this club at DA (http://bigcatanthroclub.deviantart.com) that I hope can attract alot of members and stuff like that.

I also started using MSNIM last weekend. I already started talking with Sunookitsune (http://www.kitsunet.org) and Strype (http://strype.deviantart.com), so “I’m on a roll like Sonic (adage coined by Talib Kweli Green)”!

And finally, I decided to write a new essay telling the world that I’ve discovered my phenotype, my furry side (http://www.deviantart.com/view/6277853). I also wrote it to break up my writer’s block after Mrs. Patrick and all. She always loved my writing.

Man, its been a busy week, a busy month. So I wonder how April’s going to turn out…