I’m tired of this memorial/funeral/burial crap. My replay of 11/12/13 is grief enough for me.
Everyone else needs this process, but I have nothing to offer but recountings of that largely-eventless, normal day that ended at 5:30 pm.
It’s like a personal 9/11, in which a defining structure in our lives was compromised and, slowly, painfully, fell away. As a nation, we grieved, we relived through annual TV documentaries, but we stopped mourning and started rebuilding.
So I started. I’m still applying for jobs, just as I was doing on 11/12/13, just as she demanded for me to do for all these months. #catharsis #honesty #letsmoveon #frustration
