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Website designer, blogger. Columbus, GA. #LGBT #p2 #wordpress

OMG, Connie’s back!

Yep, my sis (conniesa31) has finally returned to the States, after a year of military duty in the hellhole known as Iraq (and congrats to them on the Election thingy). She actually snuck up on me right after we had gotten back home from Books-A-Million in Centreville on Tuesday (and I was like, “omg….”, even though I didn’t go all overly ecstatic, which is something that I’ll only do by myself in front of the bathroom mirror, lol).

Oh, and on Monday, I finally applied for a(ny) job at Books-A-Million, since, of course, I could never ignore a good, socially-scientific book, and I’ve grown up around books since I was aged 5. So I’m sure that it could come (very) easy for me if I ever get hired there (of course, I do look forward to bringing home either a book or a mocha latte from Joe Muggs, which is located within the store, every day).

My big disapointment, though, was that Mom wouldn’t let me buy a “Complete Idiot’s Guide” to Shamanism, since she’s pretty iffy about stuff like that (reminds me of how most African-Americans regard Voudoun with disgusted looks). But I did find a book over there called “Totem Magic: Dance of the Shapeshifter”, which is about discovering your animal guide through Wiccan or other Shamanistic means (of course, she wouldnt let me buy that either….*sigh*)

Anyway, gotta go…

Sorry for the absence (plus, my b-day)

Yeah, just didn’t necessarily feel like posting much for a while.

Plus, I just went through one of those “hell weeks” again. This one seems to be one of the worst so far. And now I SEVERELY ABHOR a couple of unmentionable names as a result. It’s this kind of people that just gets underneath my skin for all possible reasons. But I’ll save the rest for a later time…say…how about graduation time in May?

But, on to more desirable matters now…

First off, let me get this off of my chest: happy birthday to me (if you all noticed). I finally turned 18 on Saturday (without much event to mark it until later). Among the things that I received over the last week as presents, if you could call them that:

1) my dad sent me a card with 20 bucks in it.

2) NC A&T sent me a card (“from the Aggie family!”)

3) We finally had a b-day party on Sunday, where I had a big single piece of Ice cream cake. Yum…. X-P

4) I received a registration card from the Selective Service System (oh god, no. *_*)

And to top that off, Mom has finally started looking for the tax form from 03, but I doubt that she’ll be able to find it at all…*sigh*

Anywho, I wish unimaginably great things for all of my Aquarian b-day compadres this year. Go Uranus!

Now I’m off to school…

The Anti-empire

Originally posted here.

“What would happen now? The great imperial system had been completed, Black unity had been achieved among numerous language groups on one of the widest scales in history, from Zambia down to South Africa. cities of stone dotted the land, the Zimbabwe cities north and south were the deathless symbols of a people’s greatness….

….The Emperor Matope also left the country with a great organized religion with a powerful and formally organized priesthood, something unusual in Africa outside of ancient Egypt, Ethiopia, and Abyssinia….

But would there be unity now that the last of the two great personalities around whom unity revolved had silently stolen away in the shadows of the Great Zimbabwe, gone forever? The question arises whenever a great leader passes; political psychology and mass psychology are crucially combined….

There were unifying factors which Matope left behind in his great empire. one was that same organized religion led by a highly advanced and literate priesthood…. The other important factor that should have made unity imperative was the greater prosperity that would flow from economic interdependence and close commercial relations between the constituent states and provinces. The great system of roads and highways, instead of being recaptured by the bush and forests after serving their initial military purpose, could have been converted into permanent national highways, crisscrossing the Empire, and thus serving as the indispensable communication links for administration, trade, travels by the people and, in short, unification. Other factors that should have been a solid foundation for black unity were the similarity of their social institutions and the absolute sameness of their constitutional system.

Yet, with Matope’s death the Empire began to break up. Why? Notwithstanding all the forces mentioned above that should have made for unity and stability, the actual fact is that the traditional African political system was fundamentally and structurally anti-empire. The very circumstances of the endless process of segmentation, of forever splintering off to form little independent mini-states, developed a built-in disunity, reinforced by the attending growth of different languages. But self-gevernment or chiefdom was a way of life, not a theory. Chiefs and Elders, as we have seen, were leaders, advisors and representatives of the people, and not their rulers. The same operating principle prevailed when a group of states united to form a kingdom and kingdoms united to form an empire, but with a disturbing difference: Centralization tended to erode local authority, transferring chiefs from the control of their people to the control of the central government. In the case of conquered territories this change was abrupt and painful. And it was one of the principal resons for later rebellions and the break-up of kingdoms and empires. Therefore, let us say it again, to say that Arabs and Europeans were solely or even mainly responsible for the destruction of all great African states would be glossing over or attempting to ignore the principal internal factor: disunity. What the whites did, Asians and Europeans, was to appraise this continent-wide disunity and “cash in” on it to the fullest extent possible. They did not have to divide and conquer even, for the Blacks were already divided, just as though they were waiting for the foreign conquerors to come.”

Chancellor Williams, The Destruction of Black Civilization: “Great Issues of a Race from 4500 B.C. to 2000 A.D., Third World Press, 1987

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From what I’ve noticed so far, such a situation can be related to today’s Africa and how it is constituted.

Considering that sub-Saharan Africa’s traditional political outlook has always been “every chiefdom for himself”, I wonder if that’s one of the major reasons for why human rights are not regarded by most regimes down there. I mean, first off, these countries were former European colonies who were then given their “independence”, but did you ever notice that, except for Eritrea, Namibia and Sudan, there has never been a country in Africa that gained independence from a neighboring African nation?

Eastern Nigeria, a.k.a. Biafra, is an oil-rich area, with so much petroleum-based potential that the region, by itself, should have the same standard of living as Singapore. However, when this area, which is predominately Igbo, decided to secede from Nigeria in reaction to the pogroms against other Igbos who were living in other cities throughout Nigeria by members of the Hausa ethnicity, which resides mostly in northern Nigeria, which is known for being a stronghold of Muslim fundamentalists who have installed sharia law in most of the northern states’ governments, they were, after three years (1967-1970), forced back into the Nigerian fold, at the cost of well over a million lives, and billions of US dollars in property damage.

Also, when copper-rich Katanga province decided to secede from the recently-made-“independent” DRC within the first 5 years of independence (1960-65), that region also was forced back into line by both Congolese and UN troops, after one of the absolute worst examples of general UN incompetency in Third World conflicts.

When Eritrea made a bid for independence in the 1960’s, it took them over 30 long, torturous, bloody years before that bid was granted by the government in Addis Ababa (in 1993). When Namibia made a similar bid for independence from apartheid-era South Africa, not only did it take decades for that bid to finally be recognized (in 1990), but that bid was also tied inextricably with the civil war in neighboring Angola, a civil war that involved the intrigues of the Cold War in the strangest manners (the USSR sending aid to the Angolans and, by turn, the SWAPO independence fighters in Namibia; Cuba sending its own troops to help fight UNITA and the South African Army in the Angolan hinterland; South Africa helping UNITA in Angola while fighting SWAPO in Namibia; and it goes on).

Sudan and its southern rebels have finally signed a peace deal with each other, ending, hopefully and thankfully, 21 years of conflict. The South had sought secession from Sudan because of the domineering ways of the autocrats in Khartoum, and the long-sought-after deal has made a particular provision that may give ultimate credence to the bid (The South has the right to secede from Sudan if conditions do not improve within the next 6 years between the government and the region).

So, why is it that it takes the loss of human life to keep these nations together? Why is it that these nations, on a general scale, have not exercised a deep respect for human rights (despite the constant berations by the heads of state of these nations upon the West for colonization and slavery), and have violated such rights NUMEROUS times in order to keep their national institutions or personalities intact from infracture by the masses? And why is it that secessionist movements have never been allowed to develop in sub-Saharan Africa, even though the act of secession would actually be better for that region?

Is it because of the transplanted European mentality that empires are meant to last as long as they can be preserved (combined with “the end justifies the means”)? Is it because the regions where secession is beginning to be seen as a good idea are economically viable (even potential-wise), and thus would be enough to fight for, on the central government’s part?

And if that is the case, then are such mentalities as the aforementioned the kinds of things that the traditional African political outlook was actually AIMING TO AVOID?

I mean, if the chiefs were tending toward so-called “balkanization”, then consider that it wasn’t necessarily for the sake of the chief, but rather for the people themselves (and then I begin to see the light). If a nation has to preserve its institutions or borders or personalities with the sacrifice of human life, rights, or property, then such things are erroneous and worthless. National unity is bullshit if ordinary citizens who seek for some form of self-determination are jailed, tortured, or murdered. National unity is hogwash if private interests are put up at the forefront of priority rather than public need. Empires are not worth the preservation if humanity and human need is actively spurned by the government.

So basically, the African people are basically anti-empire, quite the oppposite of their European counterparts. To the traditional approach, unity is needed in time of common distress, interest, or cause, but otherwise, tiny sovereignties in Africa would actually do better by themselves, if allowed to go their own ways. So, really, the European approach toward things like politics isn’t necessarily the greatest thing after all.

And the more that such is realized, the better off that Africa will be with itself and, hopefully, the world.

New beginning…..sorta

Well, I have finally gotten sick, absolutely SICK, of my comp acting up for the reason of a lack of memory, so, I resorted to a long-fought-against idea: TOTAL SYSTEM RECOVERY (dum dum DUMMMM!).

In other words, for those who may have HP pavilions, its that thing that you initiate by pressing F10 at the very beginning of the startup. Its meant to clear everything that you may have put on the comp and restore it to the beauty that was present when you first bought the PC.

And right now, I’m enjoying a newly restored comp, with all features present and accounted for, something that i can’t say for the previous state of the computer. Just redownloaded RealPlayer, Windowsmedia, Winamp, and Quicktime, and I’m enjoying every possible minute of this!

Of course, there’s the fact that I didn’t save most of the personal pics on the Internet, something which I should’ve done before the recovery (DOH!). But fortunately, I have saved a couple of them on my website.

You guys just don’t know how exuberant I am! Yes yes yes!!!

OK, back to listening to online radio…

hey again

watching: “Tutenstein” with my older nephew
reading: “The Wild” by Whitley Strieber (i hope they can make a movie out of the book)

Hi again, I’m back.

Well, what’s been going on with me? How do I round it off…

1) Just got news that my sis is returning to Germany (within a matter of weeks) for a while, so it seems that her Iraq ordeal is finally coming to a gradual, yet long-awaited close. And I would be glad, except for two things: a) my nephews aren’t going back to Germany to stay with their mother, because b) she will be coming back later to get stationed at Ft. Benning with the kids and her ass of a “husband” (heh, “baby-daddy” is more like it to describe him). She wants to be back for my graduation in May.

2) My collegiate future (as far as the second semester of 12th grade is concerned) is STILL in debate. A family friend of Mom’s is helping us work it out before the 16th, which is the deadline given to us by the (infernal) Board of Ed. of Houston County. So in the meantime, since I only have 3 classes now (Bible [ick], Language Arts, and Advanced Math), I’m now whiling the time after 10:30 AM away doing stuff for the school/church admin, like copying sermon tapes and printing T&O envelopes. I have to do all this until I’m actually (hopefully) admitted to a college by the 16th.

3) I’m still smarting from the disappearance of my Windows Media Player. I can’t play any asx or wma files, not even on Real Player, not even on Warez, not even on frickin Winamp!!! Damnit! Now I’m attributing it to the virus that I’m sure are plaguing the hard drive to its core. What do you guys think?

4) I’m awaiting my b-day on the 5th of next month, when I finally turn legal, lol. Man, I can’t wait to kiss childhood goodbye…

Also, I’m awaiting the premiere of “American Dragon: Jake Long” from the creators of Kim Possible. Now, I wouldn’t usually pay any attention whatsoever to Disney Channel, or anything Disney related. But American Dragon seems different from the other shit that they put on Disney Channel (which my nephew watches avidly, much to my chagrin). For one, its dealing with shapeshifting, a favored subject of discussion for me, personally. Plus, its dealing with China and Sino-related stuff, and I am fond of that, since the social sciences have ALWAYS won my interest and attention, so for the KP creators and animators to bring Chinese subject matter into the limelight is admirable, something that I DEFINATELY cannot say for anything else that is shown on Disney Channel.

Anyone else going to watch it for at least 5 minutes when it premieres on the 17th?

Religious Fundamentalism

In the past several years, the world has witnessed the rise of religious fundamentalism, which, in essence, is the religiously conservative interpretation of government, law, ethics, and society in general.

Within the same timelength, we have eyed, with horror, the rise of terrorism and terrorist actions, most of which have been carried out, propogated, or sponsored (covertly or openly) by organizations and/or nations which maintain, for more or less, a religiously fundamentalist agenda or platform.

Religious fundamentalism has become prominent and popular in areas or countries where a great deal of the population is either perpetually poor or dispossessed by either one or all of that particular area’s or nation’s dominating institutions. To such a people, religious fundamentalism serves as a channel through which they can vent their frustration against these dominating institutions or conditions.

What are these institutions or conditions?

Poverty; government; inflation; disease; famine; dearth of natural or processed resources; oppression of political, ethnic, or religious dissent by gendarmaric (police) or military means; war; corruption; ethnic, lingual, political, or religious exclusion and maltreatment; climate; the list goes on.

However, when a people collectively lean themselves upon religious fundamentalism as the foundation of their individual lives, their neighbors DO have a right to fear.

From how I see it, terrorism is a thing of concern, no matter for what cause it may be adopted; but in the present reality, we need to realize that religious fundamentalism is, itself, the monster which every judicially-minded, democratic, people-centered society must fear.

What religious fundamentalism encourages is (1) the manipulation of a nation’s rule of law or a society’s general cultural practices through religious means or outlooks, and calls for (2) the accomplishment of such by whatever means possible, if not necessary.

Furthermore, it espouses (3) a variant degree of intolerance against other beliefs which may not be sponsored by that particular religion or spirituality, as well as those who may hold such beliefs, and thus encourages (4) the adherents of that particular religion to “convert the infidels”, again, by whatever means possible.

Now to me, such an agenda is not even worthy of consideration, as I do not hold the beliefs of Christianity as my own anymore. But when the means to accomplish this agenda are taken too far, that is what we know now as but a simple “terroristic manifestation of the religious fundamentalist agenda”.

We’ve seen such manifestations many, many times within the last 20 years.

Both WTC bombings, the bombings of the American embassies in both Nairobi and Dar es Salaam, the murder of Theo Van Gogh, the bombings in Bali, the suicide attacks in Israel, Saudi Arabia, Turkey, Germany, Italy, Philippines, Algeria, and so on.

But it doesn’t just stop with Islam.

We’ve also seen the Oklahoma City bombings, the Georgia abortion clinic bombings, the lynchings of Afro-Diasporian Americans since the 19th century (especially by the accursed KKK), the Tokyo subway gas attacks by the Aum Shinrikyo, Russian pogroms against Jewish Eastern-Europeans (both in the Czarist days and again in post-Soviet Yeltsin/Putin-era Russia), and countless other manifestations of religious fundamentalism.

So we’ve seen all of this within the last several years. Does this prove that religious fundamentalism is a destructive force, a monster which, once unleashed, can whip out heavy doses of destruction, loss of life, and misery? It most certainly does.

This is why I fear the religious fundamentalist movement in the United States. This particular movement wants change of the political system (just as much as everyone else does, as the politics of this nation have indeed, become, stagnant and corrupt), but for them, this change should convert the nations laws and ethics to the aforementioned platform of the religious right. And to accomplish such, or to show displeasure over this nation’s laws or standards, Christian fundamentalists have resorted to more uncivil ways to make their point known, and not in an entirely-unsimilar fashion as their Muslim counterparts in the Muslim world.

And now, I’m actually trying to look at the current religious situation from the eyes of George W. Bush, who has got to be one of the most disliked heads of state of current times, at least, on the international level.

As Dubya has made it clear that his broadest and most prominent base of support is the American “moral majority”, and as personally assertive as he has displayed himself before the world since he took office in January of 2001, he still has to bend over backwards in order to satisfy the entirety of the moral majority itself. He, in reality, is NOT as far to the right as it may initially seem, since within the “moral majority”, you have as much a specturm of thought and conscience as you’ll find within the entirety of American politics. I mean, I may be third party/independent as far as the United States is concerned, but take my word for it: Dubya is NO Alan Keyes.

And he may have to watch his back as well, since the same group that brought him up can take him down, and some who are so far right within the moral majority that they cannot even reconcile their own convictions with Bush (who should’ve been their knight in shining armor) could wind up taking him out, LITERALLY.

Thus, I may not care at all for him, but I am certain that Bush isn’t THAT conservative, as he is fighting terrorism and religious fundamentalism in other countries (and wasting American lives and money in the process). If he was actually THAT conservative, then America would turn into a Christian Iran or Saudi Arabia (something that heaven forbid ever happens to the United States).

But I hope that Dubya does realize that religious fundamentalism is the enemy that he should be fighting, both abroad and at home, even with his own initial electoral support.

Religious fundamentalism (and its sick idea of politics) is the biggest threat to the preservation and transcience of basic human rights, as is ethnocentrism, one-party/one-man dictatorship, and/or anything else that may advance the belief that only one designated way is the only way, and should be solidified as such.

Religious fundamentalism IS the danger.

Ethics and Morals

A thing that I have noticed in America, especially with the conservative, fundamentalist right, is a frequent tendency to refer to “morals” whenever they offer an explanation of the rightist agenda. How have they used it?

To the right (and maybe to the right-leaning centrists), “morals” or “morality” is the standard of human behavior, which dictate that humanity should not do this or that or the other, lest humanity incur the wrath of God, which will pour out upon it’s head in the form of natural disaster or plague, among the many possible manifestations of God’s anger.

Well, I see their point….sort of.

People DO have (1) a responsibility to follow a certain standard in their behavior (ESPECIALLY around other people) and not to force their own ways upon others at their expense, (2) a right to be respected as normal human beings BY other human beings and to enforce the legitimacy of that right, and (3) a reason to not bend to the breaking point of their own personal sovereignty in order to satisfy someone else.

However, natural disasters, plagues, famines, and all of these supposed manifestations of divine pissed-off-ness have as much chance to happen to the most “holified” and “sanctified” nation tomorrow as the “sinful” one next door.

Yet, thats not the point of this discourse.

What IS the point is the fact that the fundamentalist right has basically confused “morals” with “ethics”.

Morals are, in fact, how the average person is supposed to relate to his or her personal divinity, be it God, Christ, Allah, the orishas, or whoever they may consider as their deity.

Ethics are the standards of behavior which are set, officially or not, in the stone of any society, as far as relating to people (depending upon each person’s societal status) is concerned.

So consider this: a Christian or Muslim guy becomes, over time, a habitual drunkard. And yet, he continues to serve as a deacon or imam.

Morals would say: “You have shamed yourself before God/Allah (and God/Allah before the believers), so repent or go to hell.”

Ethics would say: “You’re shaming your office as a deacon or imam, so clean up your act or resign/risk being demoted.”

Very much often, morals and ethics are interchangeable in application or situation, so alot of times, depending upon the matter or how/when/why/where/who/what it is dealt with, morals and ethics can go hand in hand.

If you violate morals, then yes, its reasonable and sound to question the ethics of the person in question. And it can work vice versa as well.

However, don’t take it as morals and ethics being unitary (that is, one and the same), for there is a distinct and recognizable difference, as already mentioned.

Morality is how you relate to your personal ultimate higher power (PUHP), and that is, ultimately, a personal issue. Ethics is how you relate with others, depending upon your status or profession within the world, and that, unlike morals, is something that is, ultimately, everyone’s issue.

So I ask the religious right to recoginze the difference between ethics and morals, and to maintain their stances and platforms upon such a difference of definitions. In other words, the right shouldn’t get it twisted.

But of course, I am not stipulating that morals can ever possibly exist apart from or completely sans the ethics, or vice versa. As all humans have some form of relationship with their PUHP, no matter how distant or close it may be, as we all have some sort of relationship with humanity in general, it makes sense that morals and ethics overlap frequently and indiscriminately, as both of them involve us, humanity, either on a personal or pluralistic level, but still involve the individual nonetheless.

What I AM saying, however, is that there IS a difference between morality and ethicality. We should all recognize that, especially those of us who may confuse the two as being one.

My December

Well, its Christmas Eve, and we are spending it rearranging the living room (in order to make room for the Christmas tree, which I am not really wild about) and cleaning up a whole lot of gathered dust. There’s not much to talk about or write about anymore, and IM is not a thing that I’m wild about anymore.

A whole lot has changed through the course of this year, a whole lot. As far as being online is concerned, there are few constants that have remained from last Christmas, among them being my fascination with anthro/furry art and therianthropy, my love for politics and foreign news, and my tendency to voice my conscience on different subjects.

But there have been a lot of new things that I have worn out quickly over the past 12 months. Internet at home, Instant Messaging, DeviantArt, LiveJournal, flash cartoons (well, then again, I return to those time and time again, lol), all of that, I’ve just worn them all out, or at least worn myself out from utilizing them so much. And now I only submit a work to DA every blue moon, while I find myself taking less and less interest in LiveJournal now.

And the worst of it all is the fact that I’ve developed contact with so many people within such a short time that I’ve worn such contact with them out as well. I think I can make a whole list of them, in fact (listed in order of who’s name I can remember from the top of my head):

Strype
Lance Foxx
Kitnoki
Sunookitsune
Megan
Wakkaookami
T.J.
Skipper
Frankie (aka Iffriel)
Sir Kinsel
Shadee
Cerberus
Blackrat
Phenobarb T. Wolf
Tintoraneko
Vermilion
Husky the Husky
Ghislain
Lethe
Smoh
Foxwithabass
Nauta
Sevron
Kristine
Kaijima
Disubluceo
SetonCello
Wolfstar
urbanFem
Jen

Yeah, them and MANY more.

The sad thing is, I don’t maintain contact with a great deal of these people anymore. I don’t know why, I just wear such contact with them after a short period of time.

So what do I blame this on? What could be the reason for why this has happened?

I blame this on IM. If I hadn’t of come across Instant messaging, and just stuck to other means, like DA’s Private message service (also known as “notes”) or simple email, I wouldn’t have been so stuck on who’s online or available (or neither) everytime I got on.

I realize it now…

In this aspect, I was actually living my internet life from IM window to IM window, trying to have conversations with so many people JUST for the hell of it, and rarely for any other reason. I was contradicting my own reclusive nature after all. I abandoned RL out of frustration with the people I had to deal with IRL, especially the church, and eventually replaced it with the Internet and its multisubverses.

Now I’m not saying that I want to revert to what or who I was before, but now I realize that Instant messaging (IM) is something that I can basically do without.

Realizing this, I’m considering getting rid of my IMs now, what do you all think?

Damn, damn, DAMN!!!

My MSN subscription service has finally cut off today, and the memory on the hard drive has been wasted to nil. So now I’ll have to get a job to get MSN back up and running, as well as delete a lot of files from my hard drive (especially my mp3s).

Damn….

Well, I have community college to look forward to come January.