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Revamping all LJ secessionist communities

In regardance to the recent triumph of the regressive conservatives (err, Republicans), I’m revamping all of the secessionist communities that I maintain, check them out.

In the meantime, Im busy burning my mp3’s onto CD as a favor for my LA teacher, Mr. Lee. He’s digging (so to speak) my tastes in music, especially ambient, trip-hop, acid jazz, drum n’ bass, chinese fusion (I luv Twelve Girls Band!), and bossa nova, cafe music, and whatnot. Once I get them all burned, then Ill dump them into the recycle bin >:-P, simply for the sake of freeing up my comp. So if you talk to me on IM, and notice these long silences from me, its most likely because Im busy burning mp3s, configuring communities, and ranting at LJ on post-election politics, and you might get annoyed when I might rant to you on IM about politics. Sorry, Im just politically-passionate like that.

And also I have ideas for taking all of the essays (and comments) that I wrote this year at DA and putting them here at my LJ, then delete them from my DA account, making it almost solely my crappy art page.

Just keeping you guys posted and whatnot.

Oh dear God…

Bush is back in for another 4 years. I know that most of you are already knowledgeable about that and the details, so I won’t go into detail surrounding that.

There are a couple of things that I want to say in reaction.

First off, this is but the saddest day for democracy and representative government in the United States, not like we haven’t seen many of those within the last 30 years. And basically, this isn’t about Bush (although I hoped that the American people were objective enough to vote him out) or about Kerry (who I didn’t care for at all because he didn’t appeal to the people; most who did vote for him did not support him, but wanted Bush out), but about the stagnated political system that the United States prides as the best system to model after.

But see, Ralph Nader, who I believe is the best reformist that America has right now, had already predicted the downfall of the Democrats some 2 weeks before the election. In an interview with the CBC’s Evan Solomon on October 17, he expressed his irritation at the Democratic plot to force him off the ballot, even when he said that he was running independent. They acted like the votes belonged to the Democrats alone, which I find outrageous. He then said that the Democrats would pay dearly for their “political bigotry”.

And now look at the Democrats, they are in a shambles, and they have completely left the Progressive Liberal movement in the US out in the cold. This doesn’t surprise me one bit, as Ive lost all and any faith in the political process in the United States.

I am soooooo moving to London, ONT. now! America is as good as fucked, so God bless its soul as it burns in right-wing Conservative hell.

Aww crap, still waiting for some valuable time to write on the cause of my being offline. Please bear with me until that time comes (in class right now).

But in the meantime, here’s something to read: http://www.worldfreeinternet.net/archive/arc8.htm

Oh yeah, and Ive sent my request for an application to the Ontario Universities Applications Centre (I like the way they write “center” differently, lol), so Im hoping for the Western Ontario application to come in sooner or later. And hopefully, these grades that I wish I didnt have to worry about AT FRICKIN’ ALL will be good enough by the time my school year ends (either here or at the nearest public high school).

Its been a while….a long while….

Im not dead, well, not yet.

Well, this is my first entry in weeks, as you guys may have noticed. Its been absolutely hellish for me, and Im not just talking about school, you all. My life was almost, No, drastically changed since the last time Ive written here.

Ill tell you this: I cant go on my computer freely anymore because of what happened, and somedays I cant even look at myself straight in the mirror. Life’s a straight bitch nowadays.

But Ill wait to tell you guys the details about what happened. Right now Im in class (sickly, frustrated growl as usual >:E ). BRB.

By the way, Im reading up on Buddhism and the Tao Te Ching. Good stuff, you guys.

Oh and check this out: http://www.livejournal.com/users/brisingamen/223233

StrangePatternsAboutRacePart1

I just came to another one of my realizations today.
The nations that have emphasized race and racial separation more are the more prosperous first world nations, while those that have traditionally de-emphasized race and racial separation (with such things as mixed-race marriages, to the most massive scales in Latin America) are the nations that are at the more blunt end of the economic stick.

I mean look at it: the US, Canada, the UK, Australia, apartheid-era South Africa (as far as the whites were concerned). all of these nations have white majorities and have a finely-tuned race consciousness, and look at their economies: better than most other nations.

yes, south africa had a black majority, but if they werent employed as unskilled mine labor, they were forced out of the country into those “homelands”, which were basically a cross between concentration-camps and indian reservations.
basically it was like the white-minority gov wanted to act like the blacks almost didnt exist in south africa. especially in front of the tourists from the US and UK.

Anyway, also, look at australia. If there’s no other nation that is stuck on race and ethnicity, its that country. Which is why, up until the 1960’s, they had a “White Australia” policy, where they only allowed immigrants from European nations to immigrate and attain citizenship in Australia. And its funny how they went to such great lengths to stem any immigration from Asia, India, or Africa. One of them was where they only tested the white immigrants for English language proficiency. But when it came to an immigrant from, say, China, not only did they have to have a “strong” and “legitimate” reason for immigrating to Australia (even if they were skilled workers or students), but even if he or she was proficient in English, they commonly went as far as testing him or her in another European language that they were sure that he or she didnt know a lick of- JUST to keep him or her from gaining even a chance at Australian citizenship. And i guess its because of that feature of their history, but even today racial sentiment is high as hell, especially concerning the aborigines.

I remember this documentary of the late Edward Koiki Mabo, the guy who single-handedly opened up so many doors for the Aborigine Australians by taking a case to the High Court of Australia that said that the land of Australia was not “terra nullius” (unsettled, unpeopled land), but aboriginal land that belonged first to the aborigines (the case was finally won only a few months after his own death in 1993). The day after they re-buried his body in Townsville, Queensland, with a brand-new tombstone, some shitbags came by in the middle of the night and defaced the tombstone (even finding time to take his face off of the tombstone and replace it with a bullet hole). the survving family was totally fucked up about it, so they had to rebury him for a 3rd time, this time in his Native Torres Islands off the coast of Northern Queensland. But see? Look at their economy. one of the best and most favored on the planet, and their standard of living is high like in the US.

And of course, on the other end, look at Argentina. Argentina, back during the colonial days, had imported large amounts of slaves from Africa, often times via Brazil. In fact, Africans made up about 30% of the entire population of Argentina at one point in the early 19th century. However, Argentina (especially Buenos Aires) didnt want these lowly slaves to be seen or heard, so they took such measures as sending as many Afro-Argentines to war against Paraguay at one time. And furthermore, they also brought in as many immigrants as possible from Spain, Italy, France, Germany, Greece, Portugal, Switzerland, even the UK, for the sake of flooding the place with whites. And combine that with the free-interrace mentality they have concerning Afro-Diasporians (oh, we have no concept of race! so lets go ahead and fuck each other!) and today, Afro-Argentines (and Afro-Chileans) are basically non-existant as far as numbers are concerned.

Same thing was tried in brazil, but not to that far an extent as Argentina and Chile. why? Im sure it would be impossible to “white-out” (called “blanqueamento”) the population of the nation that imported the largest amount of slaves of any nation of the Americas. And either way, all three nations have some sorry economies, chile’s being better than the other two. And strangely, Chile didnt import alot of slaves, but prolly a few token slaves from Argentina, Peru, Ecuador, or Brazil.

So now I wonder about the United States: if this is the pattern that has been naturally, yet misunderstandably, established within the last 502 years of the official beginning of the TransAtlantic slave Trade, then if the US turns from race-conscious to race-ignorant as a whole, then maybe its economy will fall down to the levels of Brazil and Argentina?

Its confusing, I know….

Music: it used to be cool

Have you ever noticed that music and everything about it has changed over the last decade? I mean, Im not going to say that it has become corrupted (although if thats a better way of putting it, then everything’s become corrupted then, hasn’t it?), but I mean, I just feel like things have changed with the times, and not in the way that most have expected.

Back in 1994, when you heard of a band, singer, or group that was just coming out, it was almost strictly by the more simplistic means. Music videos really didnt have the effect on artists like they do now, although by that time, music videos were highly developed “works of art”, per se. Basically, if you were just coming out, the studio and the stage came first and foremost, while the set was saved for either when you had money to spare or alot of free time on your hands.

Back in 1994, ratings and record sales didnt really matter if you were just coming out. If you wanted to make music and release it, you often had to work with a record company, or, you could go indy and ask a few friends who are familiar with making and distributing records on a smallscale level to help you, and THEN maybe the bigger record company might discover you, and next thing you know, youre coming out into the REAL spotlight; however, not as large as the national or world scale that has developed and solidified ever since.

Furthermore, you didnt have to necessarily worry about the ratings or critics reviews, or the “politics”. If people didnt think you were good, they just didnt think you were good, and you were basically forgotten. Now if you arent good, and youre just coming out, theyll still play your music, theyll still keep your name in people’s ears and eyes, even though even you know that you suck.

Frankly Im disgusted with the way things are in music right now. I personally dont want to see the next great band or rapper or singer advertised on my TV screen. I would rather see them in a concert, performing. I would rather listen to their studio music on radio, on my computer (hey, at least its in private…), or on CD in the car.

Now look: the whole thing about “beefs” and feuds shouldve stayed within rap/hiphop, and even within that, shouldve died with Biggie and Tupac. However, the media just HAS to stick its nose and prodder stick into the lives of everyone/thing/ventriloquist’s-dummy that they stick on top of a sceptre for all the world to see.

So its very disgusting, no, pathetically silly to hear about this “beef” between two or three of the most unlikely individuals: Hillary Duff, Avril Lavigne, and Lindsay Lohan (none of whom I care for in any aspect, but I just want to make a joke out of them for an example). I mean come on already? Why would two or three female “teeny-pop” stars have “beef” with each other? I guess it would be something like Hillary or Lindsay saying to Avril “you arent punk rock goth rebel enough!” while Avril is saying “me? i know im more goth rebel teen punk than you are with your Mrs. Prissy Hollywood getup!” (and then one of their cheezy wannabe-black boyfriends says “ohhh, shit! you got served!”) *catfight sounds*

However, I dont think I have covered the eronneous irony and stupidity of the pop music “culture” that permeates our very being, But at least I hope that Ive made a good and leading, yet mere allusion towards it.

So case in point: All I want to do is listen to the music, and feel good about listening to it. Music is more important to me than the artist.

Now Ill get off my soapbox.

*sigh*

Its whatever time that you see displayed, and Im tired.

Furthermore, Im now convinced that these hypnosis files dont work, Im not gonna front about them. And its for these two reasons:

1) In order to have an hypnosis of any kind, you have to make the goal of the hypnosis as concrete and tangible to the hypnosee as possible. At least a picture or sculpture can help, not only as a tangible/visual focus aid, but just words wont help. obviously these people who make the files havent gotten a clue about that, they think that just because they can have you relax as much as possible, they can tell you anything that they want you to do, even though you, the hypnosee, know that such isnt possible or conceivable within your mindset, which leads me to my second reason;

2) In order to engender a true hypnosis, the hypnosee has to be “initiated” or “enticed”; in other words, given a simple small beginner’s piece of trance, which will turn on his/her senses to a slightly deeper hypnosis on the next time. He/she should never be given a trance that he/she isnt ready and ripe for, because if he/she IS given a hypnosis or trance that is too early for him/her, then he/she will reject or react unsatisfactorially toward it, for his mindset hasnt been brought to that level yet, so why do the people who make these files think that it works otherwise?

3) Hypnosis/mind control isnt something to toy with: its actually very comparable to sending a winzip folder through file-sharing in order to be opened (and its contents extracted) by the receiving computer and its own winzip program.It is information that has to be put in a “suitcase” and then sent to your subconscious, where it should be unzipped in order to extract all the content which is to be installed into your subconscious. And of course, you have to have ALL THE RIGHT PROGRAMMING sorted out CORRECTLY when you fit it all into the suitcase so that the receiving subconscious wont receive a whole lot of mumbo-jumbo. This is something that the files at warpmymind.com have definately failed to honor and accomplish, which prolly explains why the files arent even half-effective in the first place.

4) A strong suggestion that would probably save the credibility of these files: MAKE ALL OF THE FILES EITHER SUBLIMINAL OR BINAURAL OR BOTH. As much as these files seem to lack any wholesome and effective substance, at least transmitting them subliminally or binaurally would give the senses an intoxication or a veil for the messages to be sent straight into the subconscious, silently bypassing the senses in the process.

Otherwise, I see no hope or credulity for these files at all.

Im going to bed. I have school in the morning (ick).

Well, nothing new today.

Since the storm hit us last night with a vengeance, I, Mom, and the kids stayed at home today, and skipped school/work. So Im stuck here with two very annoying kids that I wish I could just wish out of the house for at least a few days. One cries (the one who’s two), one whines (the one who’s turning 12 at the end of the month).

But hey, at least Im not at school today. Not like Id ever want to see it again. >X-(P (newly crafted smiley for “bleh”. like it?)

Oh, and Kit suggested eastern Canada as my destination for college (she resides in Maine). I think I have more connectibility with that area than Minnesota, since, back in the days where I wasnt born, Mom and dad were married, and dad was in the air force, they were stationed at Loring AFB in Maine, and the went across the border very often to either shop in Montreal or take a “shortcut” whenever they had to drive back to St. Louis. But I mean, hell, that was back in the 1970’s.They closed down Loring some years back, and now it serves as an industrial park of sorts. I think that’s what Kit refered to when she said that she works on “base”.

So yeah, looking at Canada again, for the millionth time. *sigh*

Oh yeah, and Im gonna address a problem that Im having with the files from http://warpmymind.com, especially the FurryTransformation mp3. Ill post their reply to my query in my next post.

A dream f/ Mrs. Patrick (for my Labor day holiday)

Well, while listening to one of the hypnosis files from warpmymind.com last night, I had a dream which I prolly wont be able to get out of my head for a LONG while.

I dreamed of Mrs. Patrick, my late L.A. teacher. Living and in the flesh.

I dont know much of what else was featured in the dream, but that was the main thing that I remember from it.

When I told Mom this morning, she was saying that I need to come back to Christianity (or as they put it, “get saved”), mentioning that we had a hot discussion (one that I didnt want to get into) on the way to church concerning what I said (“You know what, I dont even care anymore.” “You mean you dont care about Christ anymore?!” “No, Im not saying that!” “Then what you sayin’?!” “I told you, Mom, Im just not Christian anymore. havent been, aight?!”) , so after what I had said about my religious status yesterday, it didnt surprise her that I saw Mrs. Patrick in my dream.

Since she herself knew Mrs. Patrick (in fact, Mrs. Patrick was an inspiration to my Mom spiritually), she saw her presence in my dream as a notion that the divine is calling to me (as in, “God is trying to tell you something”). I myself think it has something to do with those hypnosis files Ive been listening to in my sleep for the last two or three nights (and speaking of which, I almost found myself in hypnosis last night. Just a little more work, and Ill have myself a little hypnosis! yay!).

Honestly, I dont know what to think about this. Teh snowkitteh ish confuzzled. 😛